Ok, Kylee. Put your personal life aside. Remember that these kids are more important. Don’t cry in front of them. Don’t show them your pain. I just want to be numb….
I miss you so much tonight, and I don’t even know why.
Only chaperone on a bus full of teenagers? This show better be worth it then! :P
Surgery went well, now he’s just being lazy for a couple days! A small relief, but now I can rest easy! <3
It’s going to be a long day, little sleep, lots of work. School, work, work at high school. No breaks, and we’re two weeks out. Busy, busy, busy. Lot’s of love and prayers going out today! <3
(Source: teajava)
I usually don’t do things like this, but I would like to ask that when you read this post, that you send positive thoughts and energy and prayers to my good friend who has to have surgery today. He has to undergo the removal of a cancerous tumor, once again, as well as get hit with a shot of radiation. To top that off, he’s just gone through a rough personal experience, poor guy! When he gave me a hug and kiss the other day, he told me he loved me and assured me that he would be just fine, and I’m sure he will be, but this man is a very important part of my life. I know he’s strong, but he deserves all the prayers, energy, and thoughts that he can get.
“He said, “I don’t think I can do this anymore”
She took him in his arms and said “That’s what my love is for”
When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.
And when this road gets too long
I’ll be the rock you lean on
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.
I’m gonna love you through it.”
I can’t. I’m barely holding on. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t know how to even keep breathing. I just want this to all go away. Why can’t I let this go? Why? WHY? I can’t handle it. I’m slipping, I’m barely keeping it together. I’m starting to lose it. Years of knowing you, YEARS of feeling all of this. And I got what I wanted, didn’t I? I thought friendship would be all fine and dandy and we’d be just like we were. I can’t sleep knowing you want her like I want you. I can’t sleep knowing that she has something that I don’t have. I cant sleep knowing that you would rather be miserable without her then trying to have the smallest bit of happiness with me. What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I just be enough for you? Why am I never enough?
I usually don’t do things like this, but I would like to ask that when you read this post, that you send positive thoughts and energy and prayers to my good friend who has to have surgery on Monday. He has to undergo the removal of a cancerous tumor, once again, as well as get hit with a shot of radiation. To top that off, he’s just gone through a rough personal experience, poor guy! When he gave me a hug and kiss today, he told me he loved me and assured me that he would be just fine, and I’m sure he will be, but this man is a very important part of my life. I know he’s strong, but he deserves all the prayers, energy, and thoughts that he can get.
“He said, “I don’t think I can do this anymore”
She took him in his arms and said “That’s what my love is for”
When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.
And when this road gets too long
I’ll be the rock you lean on
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.
I’m gonna love you through it.”
